Chocolate chip muffin with chocolate mint and a can of Carlsberg beer on Christmas night. Just trying to go through a tough day. Mum and dad are now staying over at Teluk Intan, dad missed his hometown so much. The last time we visited that place was Chinese New Year this year.

The reason why he left......is because God loves him.
God wants him to know more about Him.
God wants him to know how much He cares about him.
God wants him to know that no matter how much he has screwed up, He still fixes him up in mysterious ways
God took him away, so that he could use him to teach us all a valuable lesson that, life should not be taken for granted.
That life......should not be wasted away with all the temptations, distractions, and all sorts.
That we should all cherish each other, no matter how much they can be a pain in the ass for you to handle or to even bother.
Then I guess that's how God wants to tell us, that its life.

Rest In Peace Vickyneshvaran Jezs (1992-2010)

I just got back from General Hospital Kuala Lumpur. A dear friend of mine passed away this morning during the late hours after midnight in a road accident nearby the GHKL. He was riding a motorcycle, lost control, hit a car, flew from the bike, had his neck cut by a divider, died on the spot. Peter called me this morning around 6:11 a.m, I just got the biggest shock for Christmas this year.

I text messaged Kyle, telling him Vicky died. The only picture I had with him was during last year's handball inter school competition. I only see him during the weekends for futsal every Sunday at The Challenger. He was probably the one that inspired and motivated me to become a better goalkeeper and a better player. I'm just gonna miss playing with and against him.

2 years ago, we all with Vicky would head down to Aladdin internet cafe to play games, go to the nearby mamak stall after school to have lunch and chill out. I remember he drove his Ford Lynx, with a Mazda engine fitted in to school, how he liked to rev the engine. And everytime during futsal after scoring a goal Kyle and him will be like, 'What happened la?" in a cheeky way to taunt our opponents.

Vicky, if only you didn't mix with the wrong friends.....

Rest In Peace Vickyneshvaran Jezs (1992-2010)
*edited Dec 27 2010*

Christmas Party

Its been 2 years since I last had a Christmas party with my former school friends. The last one was fun, check back the December 2008 archives. The usual gang, Ian, Sam, Hui Xian, Carmen, Kyle, Yu Kin, Hui Xian, Shu Teng made it. Adam, Melissa, Kerry, Evon didn't =/ No worries, we got some new members to our gang =D


Basically everyone who is attending the party have to wear red, Carmen didn't know that cause she hasn't been using the computer for decades to log into her Facebook, instead now she uses Facebook Mobile. Yu Kin.....that bugger decides to wear purple to piss me off.

Its been months since I last saw Carmen....I think she's fat already XD


I only had a few pictures taken with my DSLR, cause I kinda forgot how to use it after months not touching it. And I accidentally spilled water on it so yeah, just 9 good not-so-blur pictures. The rest is all taken by Hui Xian with her camera, will upload some over here =)

Siang Er and Ian. Ian has been bugging me to buy beer, tani for the past 2 weeks. Wanted Heineken but its slightly expensive than Carlsberg. Bought 2 6-packs at Giant, its cheaper than Tesco. Kyle brought the Wii again, Siang Er brought her own Wii-mote and the Raymans Raving Rabbids game.

Sam and Xian.

Kar Hou and Yu Kin. Oh Imma bout to rip Yu Kin for wearing purple.

Mrs Ian.

Diong's gonna leave for Singapore the next day, she went nuts right before we started to drink. Mad women.

This is too red.

Hui Xian and WanChuen was having fun trying out the DSLR. A few pictures of me with short people.

Diong and me.

Hui Xian and me.

Me and Mangkuk WanChuen.

*will post more next

Back From Youth Camp

Yesterday got back from Charis Church Cheras Youth Camp. It was awesome. Had loads of fun, and also had the opportunity to be closer to God again. You wouldn't know how much God can change one's life in just 4 days, what more for the rest of your life.

The camp was good, the rooms, the food, the guest speaker Rev. Clement Wong, the games, the praise and worship session. We have our own camp shirt which was a red jersey with Youth Force and a number 7 imprinted on the back of the shirt. And we even have our own camp song, which was wonderful too =)

The telematch games was fun. One of them, my group and I had to finish a plate of biscuits with onions, tobasco sauce, chili flakes, mustard, all sorts. It was after lunch, and I had to try not to think about the taste and try not to think about vomiting whenever I burp.

I definitely learned a lot from the camp, and I'm glad I attended this youth camp. I'll post up some pictures from Facebook to share with you guys.

Oh mai gaawwwdd. Office so cold its like working in a freezer. I haz freezed =/
Today and tomorrow =D

Mac's Leaving Soon...

Today late in the afternoon, mum sent me a SMS saying my pet hamster, Mac is one eye blinded. I had to call her to check whether is it for real or not. I was this close at breaking down in the office lounge.

This is Mac back in January, ain’t she adorable =’) I regretted not spending enough time with her for the past 2 weeks cause I was caught up with work and was too tired to even mess around with her.

And only tonight, was the first time in many months, I’ve rushed back from work just to see Mac again. And it hurts to see such a small, innocent pet, struggling to eat or move around with one eye to see. Just by watching her like that, broke my heart.

I just don’t know what to do once she leaves me….

Drivers Like You Should Walk

Darn inconsiderate drivers. Don’t fuckin’ park your car when you know your big-ass SUV’s gonna occupy the whole lane.

When the right lane cars gave way for me to go ahead of them cuz of that SUV, the owner of the SUV walked out of a bank. No offense, but damn he needs to walk to the bank instead of driving. He could use some exercise.

Without thinking twice, I actually rolled down my windows and went…

“NEXT TIME PARK YOUR CAR PROPERLY, DAMN IT!!!”

I could have just yelled…

“YOU NEED TO WALK NEXT TIME!!!”

14th floor yo!!!

Before I sleep.....

I'D BE HONEST WITH YOU, THE WHOLE ALVISS KONG BULLSHIT IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!

If you wanna prove that your girlfriend breaking up with you is her shittiest decision yet, find a better one yo!!!

How long have you been with her? A year?

Your friends would have been in panic mode and rushing to find where the heck are you, instead of commenting on your last and final Facebook status update. Good friends yo!!

And you people pitying him for being the victim of broken love and whatever lala/Cina-fied culture y'all having on, the real victims are the parents. All the years bringing this fella up, he decides to repay them by jumping off the 14th floor. Yo, good investment return bro!!!

And I swear if this phucker decides to haunt me cause I insulted him via my blog, BRING THE FUCK ON!! LOL!!! If you fail to scare the shit out of me, I'm sorry, my house only double-story, not more than 14 floors. You need to go back to Ketumbar Heights yo!!!

Yeah, I did 'liked' one page about him, cuz that page says in Chinese

"Alviss Kong,was it worth it? Why are you so stupid?"

I have to agree that statement, but damn right I can't believe some people actually bother saying "have a great life ahead", "angels will greet you in heaven", "see you next time", yadayadayadayada.

For all I know, taking your own life automatically booked a place in hell. Whoever has a problem with me not respecting him even after his death, talk to me. I won't respect people like him being a coward not to face reality and move on like everyone did.

You idiot, people in Africa are starving and living below the poverty line with no food and water, what do they do? they MOVE ON!!
Someone is tested HIV positive. Guess what, they MOVE ON!!
A child is born without a leg or an arm, deaf, mute, handicap. They MOVE ON AND LIVE LIFE!!
You sir, fail hard!!! And damn it if you wanna commit suicide, make sure you have a clean landing. The heck you need to land on people's car, pity the car owner. How is he gonna go to work?!

And if you see any of your friends bitch about being very very the depressing over a break up after a month's or even shorter relationship, all you can say is....

"TURN LEFT ON THE 14TH FLOOR YO!!"

With all that rant, I just wanna thank Alviss Kong. Because of you, Lowyat kopitiam forums have alot to joke about your death. Thank you =) And yes, I have no regrets posting this because its my blog, I rant/post about whatever that's on my mind and YOU can't do anything about it.

Final Week

Tomorrow will be the start of the last week of internship for me. I don't know whether to feel happy or sad.

HAPPY
...that the fact that I won't need to wake up at 8 a.m in the morning again. And won't need to calculate the time taken to be stuck in the ridiculous slow traffic from Jalan Cheras to Jalan Kuching to Wisma TCL at Jalan Ipoh.

...that I no need to worry about deadlines and such, no need to deal with the bloody pariah that collects RM 4 for my parking and acts like a c*nt to me. Seriously, "hello boss", "morning boss", "thank you boss", I know it sounds nice but it gets frickin' irritating to me. Heck, I miss the Jaya One valet parking worker. At least the latter isn't trying to kiss your ass every morning.

Happy that I no need to worry about how much I'm gonna spend for lunch, how much will there be left in my wallet at the end of the day. What should I eat? Would I be full later on? What if I'm hungry again?

...that I no longer need to come back home, with my clothes smell like as if I sit 9 hours a day, in a building filled with cigarette smokes.

...that I no longer need to deal with the bloody Mandarin/Cantonese local radio stations that repeats the same songs for the past 1 month while working. All because of one co-worker that needs to have the radio turned on in order to do her work.

...that no longer I will need to rush out of the office to my car under a minute just to spare me a few minutes getting stuck in the jam. And also...........f**k the ridiculous jam from Jalan Ipoh to Jalan Cheras to my place.


But I'll MISS

...using the Mac. I don't wanna go back to PC shortcut keys already. Mac computers always for the win.

...my co-workers, my mentors throughout the 4 weeks working with them. The new shortcut keys I've learned, how ad agencies really works, how an ad is done. What to do, what not to do.

...those crude jokes that got me crackin' up during lunch hours. The fact that boss and his workers can tease/joke each other in a crude way and still laugh about it.

...the good food.

...boss telling you "Good" after all the hard work, and knowing that your design might be selected to be used by a company. I can't wait to see the Poh Kong window sticker that me and the senior art director had been working on for a week plus =)

...the over-time hours. Seriously, it was so awesome, so in a rush, that panic moment while trying to finish a project a day before presenting to the client.

Come Friday, my last day. Company's throwing a Christmas party in the office, and then diner at Pavilion. OH YEAAHH!!!

Another night....

"I'm CEO, bitch!!"

I watched The Social Network today, surprisingly its a good movie, 4/5 stars. They kinda portrayed Mark Zuckerberg as an asshole. Well, yeah he is still an asshole for changing the Facebook layout for the 9263192836190263192389th time.

Now friends can view what you typed on your friends status instead of the “XXXX has posted/commented on XXXX’s wall/status”

Privacy my ass, Zuckerberg

Over Time

Yesterday was hectic. It was the 2nd time I had to work overtime on a Tuesday. First week Tuesday I’ve worked overtime by accident, this time was not. Was rushing for a story board, and thank God the copywriter was next to me when I was resizing the pictures, the WRONG WAY. I didn’t know that you can crop pictures in Adobe Illustrator, seriously.

My boss called the night before yesterday, telling me that I’ll be going home late and instead of going to work at 10 a.m, it’ll be 11:30 a.m. I thought it would be like 10 p.m late, I did not expect to leave the office by 1 a.m plus.

After the story board is checked and submitted to my boss, I was already feeling soo sleepy, not in the right state of mind to drive back home. Next thing I know I was going 120 km/h all the way back home, had to have my playlist blasted out loud to keep me awake.

Oh well, at least my boss gave me a day’s off today =)

Glow In The Dark

Glow in the dark ear tunnels. OH ME LIKEY =D I've been waiting for them to be available WHOOOOOOO!!

Last night, I dreamed of unicorns, vomiting out triple rainbows. It was so epic XD

2 MORE WEEKS, AND I GET MY PAY =DDDDDD

Oh gosh, tomorrow is a public holiday but I have to go to work for this story board I'm working on for some real estate company. At least my boss gave me Wednesday a day off =D

As I look at the amount of post for November and December, surprisingly compared to last year, ain't much happening during the holidays =/ I wished mine was as happening as you guys. Just now Jit Chern and I were drinking wine and chillin, the feeling was awesome. Wine and snacks, perfect combination.

From the staircase window.

On the way to work =)

Miami 2 Ibiza

Currently blasting out Swedish House Mafia x Tiny Tempah's "Miami 2 Ibiza". I swore that's like the best song to blast out loud on a Friday night since......woah, I don't know!!

I googled Ibiza, and what I got is just girls, party, alcohol, nightlife. WOAAHH!!

2 More Weeks to Go

I’m done with my 2nd week of internship, 2 more weeks to go before I get my ridiculously ‘high’ paycheck =D

Every week I look forward to Friday, cuz the next 2 days I can just chill, relax and don’t give a damn about work. Well, when I was about to leave the office, one of my colleague told me RON 95 petrol price up by 5 cents. So its RM 1.85 to RM 1.90 =/ Yeah, that kinda ruined my what supposed to be a good Friday night.

England didn’t get to host the future World Cup, FIFA gave it to Russia and Qatar instead. Damn it, England had all the facilities prepared and are on standby mode. Russia and Qatar? The heck was FIFA thinking?! The Russian Prime Minister didn’t even bother attending the ceremony, so much for respect. Oh well, that’s life.