The reason why he left......is because God loves him.
God wants him to know more about Him.
God wants him to know how much He cares about him.
God wants him to know that no matter how much he has screwed up, He still fixes him up in mysterious ways
God took him away, so that he could use him to teach us all a valuable lesson that, life should not be taken for granted.
That life......should not be wasted away with all the temptations, distractions, and all sorts.
That we should all cherish each other, no matter how much they can be a pain in the ass for you to handle or to even bother.
Then I guess that's how God wants to tell us, that its life.

Rest In Peace Vickyneshvaran Jezs (1992-2010)

I just got back from General Hospital Kuala Lumpur. A dear friend of mine passed away this morning during the late hours after midnight in a road accident nearby the GHKL. He was riding a motorcycle, lost control, hit a car, flew from the bike, had his neck cut by a divider, died on the spot. Peter called me this morning around 6:11 a.m, I just got the biggest shock for Christmas this year.

I text messaged Kyle, telling him Vicky died. The only picture I had with him was during last year's handball inter school competition. I only see him during the weekends for futsal every Sunday at The Challenger. He was probably the one that inspired and motivated me to become a better goalkeeper and a better player. I'm just gonna miss playing with and against him.

2 years ago, we all with Vicky would head down to Aladdin internet cafe to play games, go to the nearby mamak stall after school to have lunch and chill out. I remember he drove his Ford Lynx, with a Mazda engine fitted in to school, how he liked to rev the engine. And everytime during futsal after scoring a goal Kyle and him will be like, 'What happened la?" in a cheeky way to taunt our opponents.

Vicky, if only you didn't mix with the wrong friends.....

Rest In Peace Vickyneshvaran Jezs (1992-2010)
*edited Dec 27 2010*

WHOOO!!!

Merentas Desa was fun. This week played handball under the rain, now today morning I just ran 4km under the rain. What a wet week I had. Will blog about it later, I need rest, some serious rest now. My body begging me to pause all activities, and begging me to give MC.

Too bad lah, Monday got choir practice, then next day undang talk at 8 a.m. Gee.....I'm gonna faint soon.

Emotionless

For once in my life, I attended an unknown relative's funeral. Never even spoke to her before, never meet before, never talked about her before, and me and my parents had to travel all the way to Seremban just to see her lying in the coffin.

But the thing that scares the soul out of me is that....her eyes wasn't closed.

I'm just thankful that she accepted Christ 7 months before her death. Thank God.

You know, this is the first time I never cried, never felt sad in a funeral. I just felt normal, I don't know why?

Maybe I was emotionless at that time.......