Emotionless

For once in my life, I attended an unknown relative's funeral. Never even spoke to her before, never meet before, never talked about her before, and me and my parents had to travel all the way to Seremban just to see her lying in the coffin.

But the thing that scares the soul out of me is that....her eyes wasn't closed.

I'm just thankful that she accepted Christ 7 months before her death. Thank God.

You know, this is the first time I never cried, never felt sad in a funeral. I just felt normal, I don't know why?

Maybe I was emotionless at that time.......