Sorry

I have this irregular heartbeat problem that came back to haunt me again. It happened a couple of weeks ago, the constant heart beating at a fast rate for the past 2 weeks is not easy to live by. I couldn't sleep, I could not rest well and I haven't tell my parents about it until tonight. I don't know what went wrong or why do I deserve this in the first place.

Work has been really tiring. I didn't get to spend much time with my friends, and I didn't get to spend much time with you, Siang Er. I'm so sorry, forgive me.